you take my breath away
and give me heart aches.


Sunday, May 31, 2009

The world's watching us.




[21:44] Chin San: Wey
[21:44] Chin San: I bought a pair of skinnies
[21:47] 'faaaza: WHAT THE SHIT!!

OH god. oh no oh no oh no!!
Sorry Sanny, will delete this soon. After you burn 'em skinnies.
x

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Wazzaaapeninggg?

Read Am & Athira's blogs for my life updates.
Although, I don't think you can access through Am's one. Unless you're her bestestess friend like ME.

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!

Madame Fatima. TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME! :D :D But wait, if it's something to do with my present, then DON'T! I can't wait to go shopping with you la oh my fishing godness. I already went to Zara yesterday with you and I could barely breathe. I'm loaded, with cash. Of my own and also my dad's. Why can't we go out tomorrow again?

Acap, I saw you, you saw me. Finally. We hung out, with ams. :)

Mr. Ron berbon, I love yesterday. :D Can't' wait to have more & more & more of yesterdays. And, I'm sorry for what had happened again. Just a slight hiccup, I hope. Btw, your vain pictures are up. :)

And so are yours people.. click di sini.


Here are some.













Eh darn, suddenly I feel so happy and light. I just remembered it's the holidays and lots of things are going to happen. Abang Amin's coming back tomorrow! Whoyea.

Save the world in BV was alright. Hearts to the world was okay too. I'm just figuring out how to upload vids on this laptop. Chin Loong got abit too high with my camera on Friday.
Ok, I'm off to have my trifle, cream and strawberries. :D Sorry fen. Hehe :)
I love you always.

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Thursday, May 28, 2009

Sayang! Hi :)

Look at this...
....and tell me WHAT THE HELL DO YOU SEE?!


Is the world going to end soon? Are baby cows flying now?


Oprah is NOT MEANT to be like this.
Sure she should loose some pounds but not till she turns into a skinny little biscuit!

I want my chuncky Oprah back. :(

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Temporary Farewell.

Karma can really come back around and bite you in the ass. Hard.

My lovely not-so-white 13-inch Apple Macbook is destroyed to bits.

How very the unlucky.

This is what happens when you disobey your parents. Yes kids, don't do that.



I'm currently using my dad's laptop. But this will also be taken away tonight with him, all the way to Belgium.

Fantastic.

What am I going to do for the next 2 weeks?!

Bye lovely blog :(


{edit}

He didn't bring the laptop with him. GOOD.
I'm stuck with this laptop. LAME.



CRAZY IN LOVE WITH YOU BABY!

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

Lovestoned.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Another Again - John Legend


2) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston


3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Because of you - Kelly Clarkson


4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Me & You - Cassie


5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Come away with me - Norah Jones


6)WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Get right - Jennifer Lopez


7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Heaven - John Legend


8) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Stupid Girls - Pink



9) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Grace Kelly - Mika



10)WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Raise the bass - Dj Teisto


11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Miss independent - Ne-yo


12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Maneater - Nelly Furtado


13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Diva - Beyonce


14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
What a wonderful world - Michael Buble



15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Until the end of time - Justin Timberlake ft. Beyonce


16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
It ends tonight - The all-american rejects.


17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Shake that ass for me - Eminem


18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
Umbrella - Rihanna


19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
No one - Alicia Keys


20) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Take the lead - Jae Millz


21) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Not gonna get us - Tatu


22) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Lovestoned - Justin Timberlake.


Oh my, I like the last question. Thank you iTunes, you're the best shuffler I know!

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Come back home quick! I miss you!!

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http://www.twitter.com/fazadezazu

Follow me in twitter, and I'll do the same with you! :)



Good Afternoon Earth People.

I just came back from JB and for some reason I went online straightaway and I checked out Athira's blog.

After reading that I've came up with a decision. A major one.
I'm going to blow off my PMR money for this holiday.
Chin Loong won't be very proud of me, but I figured for the next holiday, I'll be stocked up already with my Raya money. Sounds good?
I dunno. Athira is just one evil bizz, telling everyone she needs to shop and what to shop for.
Athira you know I'll go crazy when you say you need to shop for accessories right?
Why why why.

My to-do list for the holidays:
Enjoy Life.

So cliche, but that's what imma do for the next 2 weeks.

Thanks alot Athira.


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Saturday, May 23, 2009

3 hots in a pod.

For more, click here.







I love you.

You're everything to me.
Perfect & Memorable.
My baby.



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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

200TH POST!!


20. 05. 09
3.28 pm

-Freedom-




CARRIE UNDERWOOD WAS AMAZING!!

I don't care who wins tomorrow. Both are too good to be true. People think they know who will win, but they don't. So sod off.

"Its either you'll totally hate Adam, or love him" - Athira.

Same goes with Kris I guess:

chin loong says: (7:04:33 PM)
i like kris man
Alyssa (: says: (7:09:16 PM)
i don't like chris

..Get what I mean?
May the best man win.
So that means Adam's name can get crossed out. Lol :)

I've been looking forward to Carrie's performance since I first heard her sing the Home Sweet Home song, and just now she was super amazing. I already knew she would be singing it tonight, cause Daniel Powter sang "Bad Day" a few seasons back. I love her. The only country artist that I know and love.




But Se-ke-roo that. EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!

But like, am I the ONLY one in this friggin world that cares about it? Or is the whole world just too lethargic to be hyped up?

Best description of the past 2 weeks of hectic-ness:

"So this week has been terribly exhausting. exams came and left us with sleepless nights, tired mornings and stressful days, stamping its mark on my EYES. I have huge panda eyes now. from studying at night and quickly trying to cramp in as man facts as we can before the paper gets handed out to us. my finger muscles have also definitely improved. writing 7-8 double sided essays sure do work them finger knuckles.." - Samira Jefri Davidson.

IT'S LIKE SHE WAS THERE!!
Effects of examinations are universal.
(Thanks Sam. My fingers ARE too exhausted to type that out. Hehe.)



I WANT:
1. you.
2. twitter.
3. dive with the school.
4. party with my friends.
5. sleep.

6. new pictures.




FOURTH THING.
Holy, I didn't know I was already on my 200th post. Mucho coolio. Grande! Ole.
Whoever can tell me what I ate on my sixty third post, will get a 100 bucks and a pink button :)
This calls for a celebration.
A renewed blog skin is needed dont'cha think?


I need life back into my life.
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HOLY NUTS I JUST REMEMBERED SOMTHING.
I HAVE A COMPLETE STOCK UP OF GOSSIP GIRL EPS.
AND 90210!

It's okay I think I just found life.

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Monday, May 18, 2009

Should I just give up on you?

Physics
=
shittiest shit I've ever shitted in the shitness of all shits.



2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days


AREN'T YOU GUYS EXCITED!?

I am.

Muaha.

Math is bugging me. So is Si Tenggang.



I can't wait to go out with you baby!

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Swell Season.

1. whats your name spelt backwards?
irahzadhomtbhadihazharaf

2. What did you do last night?
partied with my soulmate.

3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
A song - Mad World, Adam Lambert.

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
I wish.

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
Sunway Lagoon with friends. Haha

6. What are you wearing?
White shirt and pink shorts.

7. How many cars have you owned?
Zero

8. Type of music you dislike most?
Screamo-I-want-to-get-throat-cancer music

9. Are you registered to vote?
For American Idol? No. Hah

10. Do you have cable?
Yea I have Astro

11. What kind of computer do you use?
Macbook

12. Ever made a prank phone call?
Yes. Last year

13. You like anyone right now?
No I don't.

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Sky diving.

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
The USA

16. What's your favorite comic strip?
I don't like any.

17. Do u know all the words to the national anthem?
Yeaps.

18. Shower, morning or night?
Nights.

19. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Fast & Furious 4. Haha.

20. Favorite pizza toppings?
Cheese. Cheese. Cheese.

21. Chips or popcorn?
Popcorn

22. What cell phone provider do you have?
Maxis

23. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
Smoke WHAT?

24. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
In my dreams. Yes.

25. Orange Juice or apple?
Apple juiciness.

26. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
Mom and random lady.

27. Favorite chocolate bar?
Oh god. Are you really asking me this question? I don't have a favourite. I love them all.

28. Who is your longest friend and how long?
Lets see.. Zawir? Sadly. 9 years.

29. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
JANDA BAIK! Last year.

30. Have you ever won a trophy?
Yessur :)

31. Favorite arcade game?
Datona racing. LOL

32. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
Ape dier?!

33. Sprite or 7-UP?
Sprite

34. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
Yes. Every weekday.

35. Last thing you bought at Walgreens? Which Walgreens and What?
Er. Nothing. I dunno. Anything.

36. Ever thrown up in public?
Hmm.. yes!

37. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
True Love

38. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I guess.

39. SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?
Power Puff Girls.

40. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
Yes

41. What message is on your voicemail machine?
tooooooooooooooot..............

42. Where would you like to go right now?
Your room.

43. Whats the name of your pet?
Cat, Kat, Nis, Kitty!, Bob, Bobbie. *It's just for one cat*

44. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
Black Kipling. Test pad, money, pencil box, add maths paper.

45. WHO do you think about most?
Right Now? You. :)

Ok back to Physics. BYe

I swear I'm going to smack you so hard.

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Lost & now Found.







MSN Sucks!!!


Like how a kid does when he sucks a lolly.

TODAY was..
You'll find out soon. ;)

Kris vs. Adam
David Archuleta wins!!!



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Friday, May 15, 2009

Love, Sex, Magic.

Chemistry DONE

Sejarah DONE

Party IN PROGRESS


Terima Kasih Athira.
You've brought light into my life after showing me this vid.



Is it possible to dislocate your finger knuckles?


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Thursday, May 14, 2009

Superhuman, I am.

Maths... Add Maths.. *vomits..*

Chemistry. Aiyomah.
I'm not sure whether I'm ready for it.


I feel like I can do anything.
Going, gone, I'm going away.
You changed my whole life.

American Idol was ZOMG Awesome!
Heartless by Kris Allen. Cantek punye :)





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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I won't be very far. 3.75 pm



Biology, 5 and a half hours of

pure fun.


heaven is coming.

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Monday, May 11, 2009

Waiting for my rocket to come.

Hey Yaaaw.

How'ya doin?


Sunday.

It was sunny alright.
Today felt like I was in a sauna, even in my air-conditioned room.


I went to my grand-aunty's house for lunch.
Heck, there were mothers eeeeeverywhere.
Happy MOTHER'S Day
by the way.

Pregnant ladies are sexy. Agree?

I just finished studying Bio-logy.

Another, thank goodness, productive day.
Yet, I stiiiiill feel unprepared.
You feel me?


I feel like doing something exciting online.
Facebook.. Flickr.. FML.

Naah...
I'll just listen to Kanye West talk. Peace.


Happy Birthday Ms. Intelligent.


Bring me some yellow flowers.

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Italians made you crazy.

My butt is permanently flat.

I've been studying the whole day and I'm somewhat proud of myself,
even though I know I still have tons to do. I'm worried.

Yes, Mid Year Exams.

I want to know who the John Dalton of examinations.
Who discovered or rather created the concept of exams?
Tell me.

Sejarah is getting on my nerves.
Physics can just kill itself and not disturb me.
Biology is making me nervous.
Chemistry is teasing me.
Add maths is confusing the hell out of me.
Maths can run away to Emerald City and get lost.
English is also a blur
Agama is making me go insane.
Bm is disturbing.


I'm off to party now.
Ciao Bellas.

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Thursday, May 7, 2009

It's not a bird, it's a plane.




I'm actually ONLINE! WOAH :O



... I'm thinking noise pollution. Yes?

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Lip Balm Sniffin'

I'm here hanging out with Hannan. It's 5.00 pm :)
I just finished the Prefects' meeting and I'm waiting for my parents to come.
Last night was ROUGH. I hated it. I HATE IT.

...But I've learn my lesson and I'm sorry.

WHERE'S MY MOM?!

Lol.
Next week's Mid Year Exams guys.. So what're you still doing here reading this?
What am I doing? Blogging.

Rafi says Hello. He asks everyone to take of themselves because the crime rates are increasing.
Yes people. It's a very sentimental issue. (??)

I hope I can actually start studying by today.
Wish me luck. X

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Monday, May 4, 2009

athira is taking over ;

Sweet 14 Birthday.

Hey, it's Athira here. we're supposed to have agama class but the ustad didn't come *cue cheering here* hahaha we're so bad but its true. so i'm sitting here with farah and wawan next to me. and we're talking about the obvious. DANCING. Puan Azura gave us permission to blog.so here i am, on farah's blog and i'd most probably blog in my english blog later on. I seriously can't wait to dance with farah and wawan again. apparently, he has choreographed a bit of feedback by janet jackson and i REALLY CANT WAIT to dance for it. Feedback is 5th most played on wawan's itunes. haha and his top 10 is totally filled with Britney songs. its so funny. omg.im so excited cause i really wanna dance with them again. i'm going to ask the dance ensemble teacher if i can join them next week. its sorta unfair cause i didnt audition and im coming very late. but nyeh. i still wanna join. okaaay. im gonna talk to fazers and wawans now. :) check out muh blog. thanks youseeee.





xoxoxoxoxoxoxox t-rex.

Farah: THANK YOU IWAWAN FOR EVERYTHING.

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Saturday, May 2, 2009


HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TRIPLETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!



Best Loser :)

Bestie! Haha


Mr. Sexy

"don't they just look adorable?"

I never thought this day would come.
Lots of work ahead of me.
There's THREE of them, what do you expect.

But I guess I'll do it later.
FULL birthday updates I mean.
BUT FOR NOW....







PARTY!!!

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Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.


I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me,
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie

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